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Post by thiswineisold on Jun 8, 2011 7:23:09 GMT -5
i've been sober before, fuck off. I've got family members and countless friends that gotta deal with brain fuckery as well, so I just wonder (not judging) are you unable to get medications, or did you have some that you didn't like and can't get switched, doc a piece of shit? I know that booze is fun and comforting, but I've also seen and experienced it as a magnifier. Can go great, or not so much. If sharing why is too personal, I understand. No worries. I was just wondering. I am on social security and have part a and b medicare coverage. this does not cover the cost of medication, or for any sort of regular doctor in my area as far as i have been able to discern. none of this is even remotely simple, or at least I can't seem to figure it out. I get $700/month, $100 of which goes to cover this magical & useless medicare b.s. -- to get any sort of help i would need a supplement to medicare, that would cost an additional and similar amount that i can't afford. i have also been on almost every medication to exist for bipolar disorder/major depressive disorder, as i was a guinea pig from the ages of 5-15 because my mom didn't know how to say "no"... anyway, back to some drunk shit, i pass out a few hours ago with like three people in my room, wake up with two gone and then Platonic Life Partner with Shaved Balls shows up, and it's just him and my Chick Friend That Got Me Addicted To Hard Drugs When I was 20 and tried to Make Me Kill Myself, Though we Were both "Straight" and the Sexual Tension Was Weird But We Never Did Anything For Whatever Reason that are left hanging out. She's very physically his type and I totally sense some...thing, but i'm just not into it. He and I tried doing the whoop whoop or whatever a while ago, it was weird, as I'm not into him but he fancies himself to be hot (he is referred to as "hipster Fabio" by several people, hahaha) so when I tell him about my boring, totally normal sexcapades he gets all jealous like "well why don't WE ever do that weird stuff together?" -- anyway, Fucking, last night too...a couple of different chick friends were laying it on pretty thick -- maybe "pretty thick" is an understatement? i don't know what it is but i'm giving off crazy sex-me and/or threesome vibes and it's bumming me out. i'm a nice girl. really. my dude texted me a couple of times while i was asleep, but it's too late for buses...and...fuck..fuck, i hate this shit. i think people are just using me as a comfortable excuse to bang each other. like somehow, if im involved, it's safe and OK and justifiable. i'm a fairly moral person. a prude, even. i don't know. bipolar disorder is a funny thing. today i'm not a predator or an active participant, i'm just disinterested. i just want a normal relationship, actually. nah gonna happeh drunk drunk drunk
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Post by thelampincident on Jun 8, 2011 13:34:03 GMT -5
RE: Hockey, I am being a total bandwagon fan right now in light of the circumstances, but I do think it's the best sport (smokes football in terms of intensity/action) and it's given me something to do, you know?
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Post by manticoreisthebastard on Jun 8, 2011 13:45:02 GMT -5
RE: Hockey, I am being a total bandwagon fan right now in light of the circumstances, but I do think it's the best sport (smokes football in terms of intensity/action) and it's given me something to do, you know? It also strikes me as more intelligent than any other sport. Wait until you really start understanding the game, there is so much going on. I find soccer strategy to be similar but it lacks the intensity, mostly because of the huge playing field. Futsal is the jam.
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Post by thelampincident on Jun 8, 2011 13:56:41 GMT -5
I can fully understand most sports while watching them, but the thing with hockey I can't seem to figure out is the offsides rulings... how do those work? I know it's got to do with the blue lines in the rink...
Another thing about hockey, it doesn't stop much. Agreed with you on soccer too. The only reason people in America love football so much is because there's only 16 games in the regular season and they're always on the same day of the week, a day that most people don't work. People get blue balls from not seeing it so much, and it's a super easy sport to build rituals around. But the game itself just starts and stops and starts and stops... could be worse though. My dad watches golf on TV. Even being the golf nut he is, I have no idea how he can stand it. It's like watching paint dry in midair.
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Post by manticoreisthebastard on Jun 8, 2011 15:43:30 GMT -5
The puck must be carried across the offsides line by the first player of the attacking team to enter offensive territory. It may not be passed over the line as it gives the offensive strike an unfair advantage. Additionally, if the puck exits the offensive territory into the neutral zone the team must clear the offensive zone before the puck reenters. Everything is about the puck, which is why a skater can cross the blue line while still controlling the puck in the offensive zone without causing offsides.
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Post by BigSeth on Jun 8, 2011 15:48:48 GMT -5
Wrestling is the best sport hands down. Its to bad its not on TV much. They have the nationals on every year though I almost always miss it.
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Post by blackbanana on Jun 8, 2011 16:51:15 GMT -5
RE: Hockey, I am being a total bandwagon fan right now in light of the circumstances, but I do think it's the best sport (smokes football in terms of intensity/action) and it's given me something to do, you know? Same here. I'll watch the odd game or two in the off season but I really couldn't give two shits either way. My interest in the finals has more to do with not seeing all my friends and family absolutely devastated. That said, Jesus Christ there's some fucking annoying hockey fans. It's a really, really big goddamn deal here right now. I'll just be glad next week when either way there's some good ol fashioned hockey riots, followed by my coworkers, friends, family, and facebook news feed talking about something else.
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Post by thelampincident on Jun 8, 2011 17:14:18 GMT -5
I remember when the Patriots were closing in on what they thought would be a perfect season only to lose in the Super Bowl. I went into work the next day and laughed at my boss. He told me he was lucky the other guy wasn't there or I might have gotten strangled.
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Post by blackbanana on Jun 8, 2011 17:37:18 GMT -5
I was getting some nasty glares during the last 10 minutes of the third period because I was laughing my ass off downtown while we just got slaughtered. Sure I want the Canucks to snag our first cup, but at the same time if you have that much emotional attachment to a bunch of people you've never met playing a game you're pretty open to ridicule. I remember when I was 9 years old and they lost in game 7 against the Rangers, I've never seen my dad so crushed. He had the mopey Charlie Brown shuffle thing going on for two weeks.
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Post by thelampincident on Jun 8, 2011 22:04:24 GMT -5
Another Bruins win... another night of PBR and a mudslide.
awesome
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Post by thelampincident on Jun 8, 2011 22:44:33 GMT -5
weinergate
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Post by manticoreisthebastard on Jun 9, 2011 23:15:26 GMT -5
i just want a normal relationship, actually. nah gonna happeh drunk drunk drunk I actually sympathize and relate to most of your story, but as an introvert do not get myself in such troublesome situations or confess any of it. Drunk drunk drunk.
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Post by hipsterchainsaw on Jun 10, 2011 5:11:51 GMT -5
i just want a normal relationship, actually. nah gonna happeh drunk drunk drunk I actually sympathize and relate to most of your story, but as an introvert do not get myself in such troublesome situations or confess any of it. Drunk drunk drunk. man i'm going on year 3 of NO relationship, so far from 2 "X" chromosomes that even wishing would take light years. *not drunk post.
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Post by manticoreisthebastard on Jun 10, 2011 6:39:43 GMT -5
Oh, I totally couldn't properly handle one anyhow....
My last relationship was also about three years ago and I didn't talk to the girl at all really. She found me mysterious and therefore just wanted to jump my bones. That's a relationship, right? hahaha. I have occasional lifeless flings. It all is completely disinteresting to me.
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Post by thelampincident on Jun 10, 2011 7:33:50 GMT -5
After my three year stint with the most ill-tempered, distrusting, and delusional woman I have ever known, I'm done with that shit. Relationships are for the birds.
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Post by thelampincident on Jun 10, 2011 22:42:36 GMT -5
Foster's is a rather unspectacular beer
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Post by flesheater on Jun 10, 2011 23:12:44 GMT -5
sony gave out free games because their servers got hacked and dead nation fucking rules!
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Post by britleryouth on Jun 10, 2011 23:47:19 GMT -5
I can't do the entire relationship thing either. Not sure if it's the awkward thing, or if it's the fact I have the uber-independent/anti-codependence mentality, but I just am not good at maintaining one. I too realize I am going on the 3 year mark of my bachelor lifestyle. No cares though. I really don't want to have to put in any effort at the moment or change anything about how I roll. At least for now.
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Post by britleryouth on Jun 10, 2011 23:48:50 GMT -5
I got drunk tonight while prepping tomorrow's pasta salad. I'M WILD!
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Post by thelampincident on Jun 10, 2011 23:59:10 GMT -5
Relationships go against human nature much more often than not anyway. Anyone who buys into that shit is a total coward and deserves whatever misery they get for feeling they need someone to pay attention to them rather than going out and establishing identities for themselves, building an understanding of the world, and contributing to society in a truly helpful manner. And people have kids because they want to control someone else's life, and that's the easiest way. It's all bullshit.
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Post by thelampincident on Jun 11, 2011 1:16:24 GMT -5
I guess I was wrong about Spazz not doing anything for me anymore, La Revancha still rules so hard.
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Post by manticoreisthebastard on Jun 11, 2011 14:56:29 GMT -5
I guess I was wrong about Spazz not doing anything for me anymore, La Revancha still rules so hard. La Revancha is a winner. Crush Kill Destroy gets boring to me over time, but LR is demented.
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Post by thiswineisold on Jun 13, 2011 4:32:08 GMT -5
dude dumped me after a show last night, erased his number from my phone to safeguard agains drunk texting
woop wooop, worst breakup sex ever, went on too long with no ending in sight
"yeah, we can be friends still...on FAcebook" is what i said
ugh
let's get some srange..?Ss
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Post by BigSeth on Jun 13, 2011 10:30:03 GMT -5
Never had a girlfriend let alone kissed a girl. Im riding the virgin train WOOO WOOO!
Im fine with it.
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Post by grinchx on Jun 13, 2011 11:13:52 GMT -5
i havent tagged anything since highschool, might as well be.
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